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Grey's Anatomy S21E18 — How Do I Live

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Grey's Anatomy•Season 21•Episode 18

How Do I Live

8.1/10 · 486 votesMay 15, 202544 min

Ranked #2 of 18 in Season 21•+0.6 vs season avg

While the interns are excited to transition to second-year residency, an ordinary day at Grey Sloan takes an unexpected turn when a medical emergency unfolds in the operating room, endangering lives inside the hospital.

Directed byDebbie Allen

Written byMeg Marinis

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How Do I Live

Cast14

Ellen Pompeo

Ellen Pompeo

Meredith Grey

Chandra Wilson

Chandra Wilson

Miranda Bailey

James Pickens Jr.

James Pickens Jr.

Richard Webber

Caterina Scorsone

Caterina Scorsone

Amelia Shepherd

Camilla Luddington

Camilla Luddington

Jo Wilson

Kevin McKidd

Kevin McKidd

Owen Hunt

Kim Raver

Kim Raver

Teddy Altman

Jason George

Jason George

Ben Warren

Chris Carmack

Chris Carmack

Atticus Lincoln

Anthony Hill

Anthony Hill

Winston Ndugu

Adelaide Kane

Adelaide Kane

Jules Millin

Alexis Floyd

Alexis Floyd

Simone Griffith

Crew2

Debbie Allen

Debbie Allen

Director

M

Meg Marinis

Writer

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Episode Summary

"How Do I Live" is episode 18 of Grey's Anatomy season 21. It scored 8.1/10 from 486 votes, ranking #2 of 18 episodes this season (season average 7.5). Directed by Debbie Allen and written by Meg Marinis, it aired on May 15, 2025.

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